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Well I was able to see my daughters for the first time in a long time last week. They took this picture of me and sent it to me later. It really made me depressed, I didn’t realize I was looking quite that old. I can still make myself look pretty good if I fix my hair real nice and put on a lot of make up and dress like a slut but I have a lot to cover up now I see. Things aren't going near as well as I’d hoped , I’m pretty much on my own again. Dani decided she couldn’t live with my slutty lifestyle and moved out, I never hear from Mallory anymore, I see Marcia on occasion but I think she has guilty feelings about doing what we do. Also Marilyn I probably see the most but it’s hard to get things set up with her as well. Plus Marilyn is far from her prime too. I was really kind of hoping to find some younger girls to train in my lifestyle. That doesn’t seem to be going near as well as I’d hoped. So I have started going to bars were younger people hang out in hopes to find some younger men. Younger men can point me to some slutty young women that I can train up.

I kind of saw my downfall coming on last summer, I’m starting to see my butt become flabby and a little pouch on my stomach. So I decided it was time to start working out. So every morning when it’s nice enough out I go for a walk for about 4 miles. I live in the country now so there’s not a lot of traffic. I prefer when it is really nice out because I can walk in a pair of tight shorts and a tank top. I normally take my tank top off and walk topless because I love the feel of my booby‘s in the fresh air. If I hear a car coming how quickly put my top on.

The man with the guest house I was using grew tired of continuous parties and things being broken and the mess left behind so he has terminated our relationship. I’m having issues finding work as a bartender because of my sporadic schedule they don’t like me coming in just whenever I feel like it. So in that way I’m having a hard time laundering the money that men give me. So my finances are becoming pretty tight but I’m still making it. At this point I’m a little unclear on my next move. I’ve actually started looking for full-time work again. With my work history it’s kind of tough since I can’t use Verizon as a reference.

I really can’t believe the difference between the two pictures I have attached. One of them is from my last (fourth wedding), on 12/12/12 and the other one was taken just a last week as I said. I am shocked at how much I’ve aged in the last seven years. Not sure if it’s stress or what but I am definitely not liking it.

Please don’t ask me to move in with you, my children live here and I want to stay as close to them as possible. That’s one of my biggest regrets is losing them. But I blame that on my second husband who was very vindictive when he found out I had been cheating on him.
I know I’m kind of rambling here but I’m just kind of writing down my thoughts are that hit my brain. I have noticed that younger men are harder to pick up when they have buddies around. I think they are embarrassed to go off with an old lady. If I can find one that’s by himself, I usually have a pretty good success rate. I still rarely give up my pussy as a punishment to myself for a living the life that I do. I still give way more blowjobs than anything. But occasionally let a young man take my ass.

I really can’t remember the last time I have had an orgasm, but that’s not really what it’s about for me. I really miss having somebody to talk to about how my day went and how I'm feeling how things are going for me. That’s what my husbands were for. But they just couldn’t get over the fact that I needed more sexually. They were supposed to be my emotional support and  I could get my sexual support anywhere at least I used to be able to.     

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